Update :)

So here it is huh? The last month of the year. Something, I mean SOMETHING has happend every month I think? I have MIA lately. Its because when things in my world are stressed although the blog is where I should let it all go I just for some reason, just cant do it. I bottle it all up and just share it with those closest to me.

AnyWHO! Anyone starting thinking of there new years resolutions yet??

 I am thinking ...

*I am goin to try to start this One Frame A Day. You can see here someone elses and it gives you a idea. I think that it would DEF help with my photography, and would be a awesome way to remember the little things we seem to forget in our day to day lives.

*I also wanna blog more, and not let little things get the best of me.

*I also wanna be more active with some new friendships.

*And I wanna do awesome with my MK business.

To get you up to date a little...

In the last month..

RIGHT after my last post as a matter of fact...

I had to rush to GA to get my puppy that was run over by a car..She ended up having to get her left rear leg amputated, due to her bone being shattered. She doing Great thou! The cutest damn 3 legged dog EVER!!

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The ex was in a bad accident so I was in NC for a day to make sure all was ok with him. Hes fine thou.. Had a awesome time with my bestie with our mini unexpected road trip thou :)

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Had a Great thanksgiving!

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Made a few new friends, and had a few great dinnners :)

Here are a few pics :)

Not many I know I know.. Ive been slackin with the camer. Hope everyone has a GREAT day!!

Thanks for joining us in this journey we call life.



.... I AM so in love with

This cool weather....

The dinners that come with the cool weather....

The holidays being right around the corner...

Spending a lovely day with my family yesterday...

The friendships I feel are blooming..

Being pretty much done with christmas shopping for my pretty...

My new MK business..

Taking lys to Mickeys VERY merry christmas party :)

Now only if this anxiety would TOTALLY go away, and my car would start running better.  I would be doing GREAT! HA HA

Thanks for joining us in this journey we call life.



Post.. 100 :)

Wow.. Its amazing how time flies! Today as I was logging on to my account to resume my 30 days of me, I noticed that The next blog I posted would be post 100. Which means alot to me :)

I wish that I would have done something big like a contest or a drawing, or SOMETHING to show how thankful I am for all the readers that I have (even though lots of u dont "follow" me or leave me comments) I know your there "lerking" :)

So as this being post 100, Im going to give you a little rundown this little journey I have enbarked on, and tell you how I do love this little "home" I have in the world wide web.

This year was my 4 year mark on being married... This year is the year that I moved out on my own... This year my sweet baby is a romping 2 y/o that looks like her daddy and has a attitude like me... This year I was actually in my first real accident... This year I let alot of hurt and anger go, I have accepted the fact that people make mistakes, and they all need to be forgiven... This year I have made really good friends, and I have lost really good friends...This year I went back to work for the first time in 2 years...  This year is more than half way over, and although I dont know how this year will end up, I know that at this moment in time all my decisions feels like the right thing to do. This crap isnt easy, but noone said that it would be. Believe it or not its the little things thats the hardest; "putting" things away for lys. (AKA daddys dog tags, a white sailor hat.) Im not one for change, and living in a house thats not the house i have lived in for basically 4 years is quite harder than I thought that it would be. Hopefully everything will settle with time.

I have come to be so open to my blog, It feels so good to be about to write, and let all my feelings out at any given time. I love to log on to blogger.com, and read about everyone and see lots of fun little things on all my friends blog. Most of all I love knowing that whatever is going on in my little world is right here. Whenever things needs to be rememberd more than likely here in this little "home" I have is where its kept :)

Thanks again everyone for all the support and love :)

Thanks for joining us in this journey we call life.

30 Days of me: Day 14

Day 14- A picture of you and your family

Thanks for joining this journey we call life.

Mentally preparing for...

A NEW CAR!!

Oh, MY!

OK.. so if this isnt the most nerve racking, exciting thing ever!!! I keep going back and fourth, and back ant fouth. Say one thing, one day and say another another day. Well I guess I am giving myself a timeline now.. Im aiming for tax time. That gives me plently of time to:

A:) Starting paying double car payments.

B.) Get my new furniture that I have been dying for..

 C.) Pay off the what seems to be massive few CC's we have.

D.)  Hopefully my husband sells his car :) (which would be just magnificent)

What kind of things car do you want lelia? UGHH!!

Anything that :

*has 3rd row

*multiple sun roofs would be nice

*has a back up camera

*A built in DVD player would be nice too

*heated seats

*leather

*I really want NAV..

I just want it all... to be honest. Its such a big deal!! (to me anyways)

Well enough of that im just gonna try had to focus on that really counts first, and thats A-D above.. Thanks again for joining us in this journey we call life.

Happy Award!!

I found this from Kelli over at Kandid Kelli ( who's blog I love to read, and you would too ). Something to maye bring a smile to your face, and make u rember some things you are thankful for.

Here are the "rules":

1. Copy and paste the award.
2. Link to the person who sent it to you.

3. List 10 things that make you happy.

4. Nominate other bloggers and stop by their blogs to let them know.

1. Alyssa Marie..  I can say this again and again untill im blue in the face, shes the best thing thats ever happend to me. I never though my heart could beat outside my chest, but it does everyday. Shes so amazing, in every way possible. It breaks my heart to hear people say they never what childern, casue they will never get to expierence what I do every day.

2. Photographs  I love photography with a passion, maybe this is why I love this so much. I can look at pictures all day everyday. Looking back on memories just brings a smile to my face, and any given moment.

3. Waking up with the windows open  AHH.. I absolutly LOVE this.. Its so calmin to me, to feel that cool crisp morning air on my face.

4.Pepsi...  theres nothing better to drink in the morning. Or all day actually.. ha I need to be drinking water I kno, I kno!!

5.Country Music  theres something about it, that calms me. I think I can almost relate to every country song out there. I love it and it will always be a part of me no MATTER what.

6.  Being crafty/making things  Something about a challenge of weather or not I can make or do something that thrills me. Once I accomplished it I dont do unless I need to again.

7. Waking up to a clean house  oh my! Nothing can start my morning off better, than waking up and everything neat and tidy the way it is suppose to be.

8.Reading  I love to curl up and read a good book. I for some reason ALWAYS cry expecially when its a good book, I guess it just means im really into it or emotional.. ha ha

9.  Getting my toes/nails done Some people like to tan, I love to get my toes done.. Nails just make me feel pretty, but getting my toes done just give me all the joy, and for a while after too.

10. Spending good quality with family/friends  Nothing in life is more important than making memories, or spending time with people that mean the most to you. You can always have the things you want all the time, but the memories you make will always be with you.

Been a little absent I KNOW I KNOW!! :)

Can anyone other than me believe that is THURSDAY THE 4th? OMG like where has time gone. LOL Its has been a crazy busy past few weeks.  Between one of the lawyers closing her firm, and me helping with some of there stuff, and my father having surgery, its been quite hell stressful.

Last week was crazy busy with potty training, taking mac to the emergency vet, and work. So lets just say mon-fri was RUN, RUN, RUN... American idol.. SLEEP. Thats all it consisted of. Last weekend was so fun. Had dinner with the Heather and Gavin, at my trusty ole ARBYS :) Buffalo chicken popers never seem to fail my taste buds. Saturday morning, MS. Lys loo and I went and picked up Mandi and abe, and went to goodwill, and then met up with meggers, and her hubby for lunch at tastey MOTOGAS :) (you can see come pics on her blog here)

THEN...

My wild, asshole sweet, loving of a cat decided to get into a mean, manly fight and ended up getting hurt. $100.00 later he had some antibiotics, and was well onto his way to recovery.

Had to clean, and pack and get ready for our LONG day trip to savannah where my amazing father had surgery. The surgery went well, I think it was a more of preventive, but if it helps a little great, kinda surgery. Hes still in alot of pain but I think its to be expected. It was a long trip where I got to incorporate, smiles, tears, facing fears, catching up with and old friend, and spending quality time with the family, all doing this with a MASSIVE amount of sleep that was almost obsolete.

 This face is what kept us all going though :)

So today I am very rested, and anxios to get home to my awating pot roast. I will post my finished product and recipe later :) Alyssa is still doing very well with potty training, still has accidents, but I believe its to be expected. Shes doing very well though :)

Thanks for joining us on this journey we call life.

My yesterday phone call..

I was thankfully driving home yesterday from work, just buzzin along listening to my music and my phone rang. It was my deployed husband♥.. and so like any militay wife with a depolyed husband I answered the phone asap with a huge grin on my face. We were talking about the new job and how alyssa was doing and all the drama thats going on around this place, and that danged boat.

We then started talking about christmas and how crappy it was that they were coming home, and everything. Then he told me that he had sent alyssa and I some cards in the mail, and I didnt realize it at first but then started thinking about it...I didnt give him any cards to send out!?! So I asked him about it. Well he informed me that some schools and other places put together these boxes for the deployed sailors. Now, I knew this random act of kindness happend all over the world, but never has anything ever like this happend to us.

I just wanted to say thanks, to anyone out there who has participated in something like this. Just the simple fact that he can send our baby girl a birthday card, really moved me. I know she doesnt understand but one day when she does we can bring it back out and show her. So thank you again for amazing me in         
    this journey we call life...

I feel like im here there and EVERYWHERE!!

SO.. those of you who dont know this is actually my first week for working a full time job since I was prego.. which im my calculations are right is about umm?? 2 years and 8 months, wow does time fly fast huh? ANYWAYS, so things are going farily well just feel kinda overwhelmed. Its just hard to go from taking care of that prissy, yet amazing daughter of mine to working in a office with all adults. LOL

The amazing part is I miss her, but I am actually amazed that I dont feel to left out of her life. I get to spend amazing evening time with her. We actually ate dinner on the couch in front of the tv yesterday. It was really nice, and then we contined to blow rasberries, and play nosey nosey afterwards. Oh it was AMAZING!!

Other than being absent from that little blessing, I feel like im losing touch with all my friends. I know they understand, but sometimes I dont think they understand to the full extent sometimes. Right now, im just so tired, and stressed, and missing my baby girl, and the help around the house I could definatly use.. my evening nap I took everday. I just want people to understand that yes, I may be a little moody and stressed, not to mention not thinking straight. Therefore not going about things the way I use to. Just give me time to get use to this routien to settle.

Sorry if I blew off a little steam there. LOL Felt kinda good actually :) Anyways thanks for following on
this journey we call life.