Thursday, December 30, 2010

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

... thoughts on today

Today as most of you already know.. (I mean IF we are friends on FB) I took a big step in starting my new years resolution.  Most of you all think it probley has something to do with the divorce, and part of it did. The main thing I was talking about was going to my boss and asking for a raise. To alot of you its not that big of a deal, but to me it was. This is a job that I love, but I know that a raise is much needed.

I guess with all that I had to do today, making the visitation schedule, and actually seeing on paper that I will NOT be with my baby every day and every nite like I always am got to me a little. Being that my first weekend is coming up. This weekend. On her birthday :( My girl will be 3 sat, and she will be spending most of the weekend with her father.  She really misses him, and will love every minute of it so that makes me happy.

So, here I sit taking in all of the events of the day. Engrossing myself in more carrot cake, and pepsi. (you know this girl LOVES her some pepsi) And I am very proud of myself for making myself uncomfortable and accomplishing something thats well overdue!

Thanks for joining us in this journey we call life.

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

.. on being a big girl!

:( So today I really realized that im broke! LOL I either need to start stripping orrr, I guess the better option would be to ask for a raise! Boo for that, it just makes me feel so bad. Living off one paycheck really sucks! HA!! (child support DOES help, thankfully we have that)

OOOH well, we are gonna make it and all is going to be well in the world. This year I am going to save money dang it! Its really important! I will get my finances in check. More and more everday I feel myself getting more drived to do it. It feels so empowering when U have a extra "cushion" in the bank. THEN christmas comes and wipes everything out like a damn hurricane. BLEHH! HAHA.

Oh well to make the day brighter Im attaching a few pics of my girl and her cuteness. But for the record..

Somedays being a big girl... SUCKS!

Thanks for joining us in this journey we call life :)

Monday, December 27, 2010

A photoless christmas post!

I know I know, im just as bummed as you are! I cant find my converter to get my pics on the computer! :( Dern HP for not making the disc drive big enough!

Oh well, christmas was a hit! Lys found herself stumbling, and tripping, and stepping all over all the toys and stuff all over the floor. It was actually quite hilarious, but in order to keep the some safetly in the house I decided to start cleaning and organizing all the toys, and debris. We cant have bumps and bruises on christmas now can we?

Lys was soo overwhelmed with her laptop, digital camera, leap pad thingie, braclets, barie dolls, little people doll house, barbie car, and soo much other stuff that I couldnt get the kid to sleep. She didnt go to sleep untill 11 which is soo out the ordianary for my girl, she the 8 oclock kind, and mama likes it.

Thankfully her batteries are starting to die already in her digital camera, (dont judge, you say cheese about 1500 times in 2 days then talk to me) so maybe we wont have to say cheese for a few days, or that dern bright flash! It puts me outta working order for at least a good 30 seconds! Shes not so good at judging distance yet! Overall we had a great 4 day weekend! I cant wait to have another 4 day weekend with my girl again! AND its her birthday weekend as well!

Im so ready to start this new year! Anyone wanna hear my new years resolutions?? Too bad ima tell them anyways!

1.) Finish this divorce.
2.) Pay off my car, and maybe get a new one.
3.) Start making MORE money.
4.) SAVE lots of money.
5.) Go visit my aunt!
6.) Kick this anxiety's ass! No more worring, im live my life to the fullest, and LOVE every minute of it!
7.) MORE 101:P

Hope everyone has a great week! I promise that when I find that dang converter I will be posting LOTS of pics :)

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Jingle bell remixxx :)

Soo today as I was driving lys to daycare she started singing..
Its nothing out of the ordinary cause my girl can bust out some lyrics, and insist on music being blasted, AND tells me NOT to sing mama!!
But today she made up her own version of a original song we all know and love around the christmas time..

Jingle Bells:

(complete silence in the car)

"Jingle bells, Jingle bells, Jingle all the way... HOME,"
"Jingle bells, Jingle bells, Jingle all the way... HOME,"
"Jingle bells, Jingle bells, Jingle all the way... HOME,"
repeated.. you get the point!

Its amazing how something so simple can put a HUGE smile on my face!!

Hopes everyone is having a great tuesday!! Yay for a short work week for everyone!
I know I have been slacking on the blog and I promise with the new year comes LOTS of new blogs :)

Thanks for joining this journey we call life :)

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Update :)

So here it is huh? The last month of the year. Something, I mean SOMETHING has happend every month I think? I have MIA lately. Its because when things in my world are stressed although the blog is where I should let it all go I just for some reason, just cant do it. I bottle it all up and just share it with those closest to me.

AnyWHO! Anyone starting thinking of there new years resolutions yet??
 I am thinking ...
*I am goin to try to start this One Frame A Day. You can see here someone elses and it gives you a idea. I think that it would DEF help with my photography, and would be a awesome way to remember the little things we seem to forget in our day to day lives.
*I also wanna blog more, and not let little things get the best of me.
*I also wanna be more active with some new friendships.
*And I wanna do awesome with my MK business.

To get you up to date a little...
In the last month..
RIGHT after my last post as a matter of fact...
I had to rush to GA to get my puppy that was run over by a car..She ended up having to get her left rear leg amputated, due to her bone being shattered. She doing Great thou! The cutest damn 3 legged dog EVER!!
The ex was in a bad accident so I was in NC for a day to make sure all was ok with him. Hes fine thou.. Had a awesome time with my bestie with our mini unexpected road trip thou :)
Had a Great thanksgiving!
Made a few new friends, and had a few great dinnners :)

Here are a few pics :)

Not many I know I know.. Ive been slackin with the camer. Hope everyone has a GREAT day!!

Thanks for joining us in this journey we call life.