All Photo christmas post :)

(yes i found the converter )

Thanks for joining this journey we call life.

... thoughts on today

Today as most of you already know.. (I mean IF we are friends on FB) I took a big step in starting my new years resolution.  Most of you all think it probley has something to do with the divorce, and part of it did. The main thing I was talking about was going to my boss and asking for a raise. To alot of you its not that big of a deal, but to me it was. This is a job that I love, but I know that a raise is much needed.

I guess with all that I had to do today, making the visitation schedule, and actually seeing on paper that I will NOT be with my baby every day and every nite like I always am got to me a little. Being that my first weekend is coming up. This weekend. On her birthday :( My girl will be 3 sat, and she will be spending most of the weekend with her father.  She really misses him, and will love every minute of it so that makes me happy.

So, here I sit taking in all of the events of the day. Engrossing myself in more carrot cake, and pepsi. (you know this girl LOVES her some pepsi) And I am very proud of myself for making myself uncomfortable and accomplishing something thats well overdue!

Thanks for joining us in this journey we call life.

.. on being a big girl!

:( So today I really realized that im broke! LOL I either need to start stripping orrr, I guess the better option would be to ask for a raise! Boo for that, it just makes me feel so bad. Living off one paycheck really sucks! HA!! (child support DOES help, thankfully we have that)

OOOH well, we are gonna make it and all is going to be well in the world. This year I am going to save money dang it! Its really important! I will get my finances in check. More and more everday I feel myself getting more drived to do it. It feels so empowering when U have a extra "cushion" in the bank. THEN christmas comes and wipes everything out like a damn hurricane. BLEHH! HAHA.

Oh well to make the day brighter Im attaching a few pics of my girl and her cuteness. But for the record..

Somedays being a big girl... SUCKS!

Thanks for joining us in this journey we call life :)